Thursday, January 25, 2007 ; 11:08 PM
my wish came true!
the first test we got back this year is a pass for me!
though not a very high pass but still, its a good start. =)
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 ; 9:05 PM
yes. this is my discipline master. and we were having chendol together. hahaha... so unbelievable right. the three of us: cheryl, mr tong and myself did flyer distribution together. just found out about this arrangement with the dm today. so it was quite scary and i kind of freaked out during morning assembly. haha.. anyway it was okay la and after all the work, he treated us to chendol at bedok interchange food centre. this should be my once in a lifetime experience to be eating with the dm. heh.
Monday, January 22, 2007 ; 10:46 PM
funny how two drops of tears manage to cure it all.
i had a hard day today.
a sucky time table, no free periods, killer pe, nerve-wrecking dance and the non-stop gruelling of it all.
running from 5th level maths lessons to lit room, running from lit room to sports comm, plus 2.1 km of pe running, i'm not complaining.
but the unfathomable mind of the Z always manages to kill me.
the uncertainty of being chosen because he didn't clearly announce to settle the doubts of our place in syf. so when most of them were being blocked, leaving some of us alone till the end of class was scary and miserable. was consoling and trying to make her see the brighter side of the situation didn't help to make myself feel better. instead, it increased the doubts i have on myself and the fear of all the hardwork and effort put in for the past 3 months ending up to nothing. but eventually he sort of said that auditions weren't necessary for the year 2s which in other words, means that all of us are in. receiving this piece of indirect good news after having created such emotional turmoil under such circumstances didn't make me feel happy at all.
and i went home and started a tiny negative chained reaction.
and i asked myself why especially since it was mummy's birthday and through it all that i finally got into syf.
i guess the pressure built up and i've been taking it on.
funny how two drops of tears manage to cure it all.
i have no idea why i'm speaking/typing like that.
gosh i hate mondays.
Friday, January 19, 2007 ; 10:00 PM
the first 3 weeks of year 2 had been pretty okay.
busy, yeah quite. but on top of that, hanging out with my og mates in between breaks, lunch time and even to the extent of ponning that scholarship talk had been fun. haha.. and they said the year 2s like quite slack. well, i think the eye of it hasn't arrive yet. just like in the movie "the day after tomorrow", when it seemed calm and peaceful in the eye of the hurricane, the real thing has yet to begun. and i think the real thing is beginning soon. starting from next week, i'll be dancing 4 days in a week. there had been tests and all, but because dance haven't really extended beyond thrice a week for the first 3 weeks of school, i did my homework and studied for tests, giving me the hope that i might not have to fail it this time. okay this sounds really pessimistic but its true. and i'm hoping that the first test that i'll be getting back this year will be a pass. :)
dance. where do i even begin. we had performed during the pdp fair, reusing the dance we did for mardi gras which we haven't danced since 10 months ago and recapping it within 2 dance practices. then there was the year 1 auditions which 19 out of 45 got in. and just today, the year 1s had their syf auditions and 4 were chosen. although syf auditions are scary, i just wish zaki will choose the year 2s soon.
i got addicted to this song during the week. enjoy the lyrics. =)
That's When I Love You
by Aslyn
How To Deal original soundtrack
When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly
And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget i'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what
That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you
No matter what
No matter what
Monday, January 15, 2007 ; 11:34 PM
sorry, have been on hiatus for quite sometime that i missed writing a new year entry. oh wells. there had been so many things going on that i wanted to blog about that i don't feel like blogging. okay what am i saying.
let's get on straight to the point for.. photos time!!
haha... i know you like it more than the wordy stuffs cos i do too! :)
there were more pictures, i believe. cos we cam-whored throughout the 4 day orientation and after o-nite until after 12am on saturday. pictures that makes me wanna laugh and reminisce of all the fun times. oh wells nvm. we had fun. :D
oh yeah. i got a new phone and new number for the new year! okay this slogan sucks. anyway, if you haven't already got my new number, please ask me for it. =)
